Episode 19

19. Intro to Narcissism with Phoenix Gould

Published on: 15th May, 2024

The mask is dropping today in this special 2-part narcissism episode, as we unravel this topic with two of the top narcissism experts over the next 2 weeks. 

People ask me, what’s the #1 thing you did to heal from endometriosis, or what made the most impact?

And I tell them: The thing that accelerated my healing faster than anything else was facing the truth about my relationships & going no contact with the narcissists in my family & in my life.  This was the very critical tip of the iceberg, so if you’d like to hear more, this episode is for you!


Before we dive in, thank you for having the bravery to face your shit and heal yourself.  


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So who am I and why did I decide to create this show? Well, after unraveling all of the medical & pharmaceutical lies I had been told about my endometriosis, I educated myself, and I was able to heal myself after 17 years of debilitating pain.


My experience inspired me to actually live my art, so I created an ongoing art series about it called, Every Phase––where I powerfully illustrate how I healed myself as I live by the phases of the female hormonal cycle. The artwork shows what's happening in the brain and the body during each phase and reveals how to biohack & leverage this energy in your life. 


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So all of that to say, even though I was lied to for years by big pharma, I was able to find experts who helped me achieve the impossible. This space introduces them to you.

Today we are chatting with CTI and ICF-certified professional personal coach, Phoenix Gould.

Phoenix is helping both women and men to take back their power by dealing with and healing from the narcissist. She is helping those stuck in a trauma bond to finally be free.

Phoenix creates learning from everything. She has a gift for finding the essence of what is keeping people from living their vision, and intuitively guides her clients to deeply experience who they are at the core. For clients willing to take this deep dive, it is a transformative encounter from which the next step to achieve their goal becomes clear. Phoenix has no fear of the darkest, most challenging places a client may need to explore to find their way forward.

In her spare time, she loves to travel the world, albeit with questionable navigation skills. She is equally terrified and fascinated with those challenges which stretch her out of her comfort zone. There is nothing that makes her feel more ecstatic or alive than overcoming those fears. She will never say “no” to dancing the Tango Argentino (nor any other dance for that matter). Phoenix lives in the middle of nowhere, where she can be found sitting with trees and walking the fields, or writing her book “Sacred Housekeeping”.

Connect with Phoenix with a free coffee chat

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Also on...

Phoenix's Website Phoenix's Facebook page Phoenix's Facebook group @healing.from.the.narcissist on Instagram Phoenix on YouTube

✅CHAPTERS

00:00 Intro

#1 08:15 How Pheonix Faced Her Shit

#2 10:59 Emotional Bootcamp

#3 14:36 The narcissist's self-loathing

#4 17:37 How to deal with narcissist's

#5 27:05 The dance of the codependent & narcissist

#6 32:40 Mushrooms + plant medicine for healing from narcissistic abuse

#7 40:58 Biohacking with Art


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Face Your Shit, Heal Yourself
where science & spirituality intersect.
My name is Meredith Ochoa and I’m (not just) another f*#%ing artist. I faced my shit & healed myself after 17 years of debilitating endometriosis pain, and now I create artwork that helps others do the same.

This show explores how to heal yourself by telling the truth.
We discuss how to heal cancer, endometriosis, chronic diseases, autoimmune diseases, narcissistic abuse, female cycle syncing, hormonal nutrition, functional medicine, Ayurveda, Taoist Healing Love, Reiki, spirituality, sacred sexuality & mental health as well as the inconvenient truths of our modern health care system that keep these modalities hidden & falsely marketed so we’re left wondering why the hell no one knows about this.

I faced my own debilitating pain every month dealing with Endometriosis for over 17 years. After surgery, crossing over to the other side, and dying from the excruciating pain one too many times, I began to unravel all of the medical lies I had been told and educated myself on how women’s hormone’s actually work and I healed myself. I remember the first day I felt freedom, I could feel the shackles literally just fall off as I got present to the fact that I had minimal to no pain in my life with my intimacy, sex, and every month with my cycle.

What I learned through my experience is that all healing starts with being authentic (men AND women), which is why I encourage others to face all of their shit. And of course, I made (and continue to make) an ongoing art series (and VLOG) about it called Every Phase--'Live the art' with me as I create artwork that illustrates how I healed myself of endometriosis while I live by the phases of the female hormonal cycle.

Even though I was lied to for years by countless doctors promoting big pharma, I was able to find experts who helped me achieve what I thought was impossible. I'm using this space to introduce some of them as well as these practices to you.

Through my art I am healed, and I heal others.
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Meredith Ochoa

A true explorer and creative, Atlanta artist Meredith Ochoa began her visual arts journey in 2006 at 17 years old, after being a ballerina for 14 years, coming out of an eating disorder, and becoming fascinated with light and shadow– how one can only see the light because of the shadow and vice versa. This contrast showed up not only in her photography but in her life.

She started making her own pinhole cameras and began exploring the alchemy of the darkroom, so when she received a miraculous scholarship to SCAD, she was pretty upset about the digital 'takeover' within the photo world.

She decided to make a 'mockery' of digital photography--turning a scanner into a sort of 'large format' camera. This became an entire practice & technique within itself, and became the scanning process that she is known for today. The subject becomes the "negative" describing the subject digitally with a flattened focal plane.

This technique is depicted throughout her work and was the artistic beginning of her realization that all healing starts with being authentic. She describes her work with the statement…

Through my art I am healed, and I heal others.